Monday, July 14, 2014

so this is what graduation feels like...

I did it,
it being graduated

I sit in my bedroom alone typing,
meanwhile one of sisters is out of state,
and the other is out of the country
My door is locked but if my mom decides to knock,
I jump off my bed and rush to open it
Privacy isn't really a thing in my moms house
She hates it too,
but that's besides the point

Fact: I have less than two hundred dollars to my name
Fact: I'm unemployed and a career is "but a dream" and jobs are scarce
Fact: I used school as an excuse for not having a boyfriend

I graduated so my cover is blown
It's nearly the end of summer but the beautiful California weather has been more unpredictable
If there were an easy button I would push it so I could figure out my next step
The only thing in my future I am certain of is student debt

My room still looks like a tornado flew through it
I have absolutely no intention of cleaning it, to my mother's dismay
I think I should be studying for the GRE,
but my pity party take precedence

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